Nezarak

Gaze upon the Moon above, And let go of all your fears. Embrace the gentle breeze, And let it blow away your tears. Wish upon a falling star, And hope your dreams come true. Listen to the whispering trees, And hear them call for you. Sometimes life can feel too harsh, And make you want to cry. Just take a breath and close your eyes, And sing this lullaby. By the time that you are done, I promise you shall see. Despite the pain we feel in life, It was always meant to be.

Deep down inside of us all lies a dark and twisted mind capable of such evil and dark thoughts. Some times it’s hard to hold back the urges, the impulses that tell us to steal, lie, cheat and kill. These impulses outcast us from society and can quickly turn a friend into an enemy. Where all the pressure of the world takes its toll on our minds, causing us to see things that aren’t there and to hear voices in the night. Until finally we snap and our only friend left in the world is the Asylum… Finally... I can rest now…

Flickering candle in the night, Clear the darkness with your light. I gave you life so I could see, The moving shadows haunting me. Flickering candle in the night, Clear the darkness with your light. The life I gave you let me see, My mind was playing tricks on me. Flickering candle in the night, I blew you out and lost your light. But your warm glow my soul shall keep, To give me peace so I may sleep.

Tick tock, Tick tock, Tick tock. The one fear we all have… Time. Every tick of the clock brings fear, Uncertainty about the future. Reminding us of things to come, Things that we wish not to do. Things like going to work, Or a report that is soon due. Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock. What does your future hold for you?

We laughed and played, We hugged and cried. On the grass in the night, That’s where we lied. I gazed into her eyes, She gazed into mine. Then soft words she spoke, Which seemed to stop time. “Of all the problems in the world, How small they all seem now.” How lucky was I to be with her, I fondly wondered how. Then I awoke from my deep sleep, And found to my despise. As I looked around my lonely room, They were nothing but beautiful lies.

Am I… Am I cursed to wander this earth never to feel joy? Like I’m nothing more than just a child’s old discarded toy. Am I cursed to hearing nothing but my own echoes in the night? Like nothing in my life feels like it’s ever going to be alright. Am I cursed to feel so numb to the world never knowing why? Like what I feel is all a waste and wondering why I even try. Am I cursed to have a heart so deep that feels nothing but pain? Like these emotions deep inside of me have all been felt in vain. Am I cursed to write about these things I fear Ill never feel? Like my heart is too afraid that it will never fully hea